Am I being pathetic

[maybeinanotherlife06]

Hi so this is just a tiny issue with this relationship. But there has been loads of issues regarding sex and boundaries. Cut a long story short he initiated sex earlier . He turned around and started kissing me . Then started feeling down there which means he wants me to do the same too him. Started . I could tell he was getting close so I said I don’t want to do this I actually want sex , he says ok so I stop he then says keep doing it for a bit so I did . I said again what I said a few seconds ago and again je says ok but knew exactly what he was planning on doing and finished a few seconds later . I then said I can’t believe you done that after me saying and your agreeing and knowing and he just starts laughing non stop . Calling me pathetic . Am I ? I just feel like he constantly disrespects me with sex and this just adds to a million other things . He then starts saying Im only like rhis because I didn’t get dick. And he couldn’t be further from the truth . Thankyou for reading

What a horrible piece of shit he is.

How long have you been together? Do you live together?

He is vile and you are worth so much better.

Oh and its not a tiny issue, its a MASSIVE issue. But the fact that you say that it is, in comparison to other stuff he does, makes me think that you are in a horribly abusive relationship.

What are the "other things"?

No, he’s used you for what he wanted. Vile bastard. He can’t even take into account a give and take sexual relationship

You're partner is meant to love and respect you, not call you pathetic and use you for his own pleasure.

It's concerning as pp said fish you think this is a small issue, and that you are questioning whether you deserve to be called pathetic.

How long have you been together?

He's horrible. He makes you angry & upset. Get rid. He's not worth keeping.

Hi thank you all so much for your replies . When I woke up I was too scared to look because I thought u would get made fun of . Thankyou all so much . They made me cry because you all think Im not the one in the wrong and I actually for once believed it’s not me being pathetic . I am going to write a new thread when I get home from walking my dog . I would like others too comment because iv been made out to believe Im a narcissist and controlling for feeling and being the way I am now . We have been together two years . Two years yesterday actually . I feel like I don’t even know or like who I am anymore . Thanks again for your time in reading and replying kind comments . I appreciate them more than Youl ever know.