There...I said it.
There is history, there's one instance of cheating that I'm sure of (he admitted when I found out and asked him), this was very early on in our relationship and yes, I should have run a mile but I had moved my son to be with him in a different country and didn't want the upheaval.
There are a further two incidents that I strongly suspect but I've never had any evidence and I often wonder whether I'm just a paranoid hormonal loon. Anyway... recently he's been to London quite a bit with work and I've again started suspecting, I can't really put my finger on why. Weird things that probably aren't anything but putting his clothes straight in the wash and that kind of thing, he does do the washing so it's not unusual for him to put a wash on, I don't know what it is but something's felt off.
Anyway, tonight he's at Wembley, with a friend of his that I know and two of the friend's friends and my husband sent a text about 1.5 hours ago:
"I think i am on at the end so worth the wait x"
I've read through all of our conversations today and that's not a response to anything (I've sent him a couple of photos of the kids and a quick update that we were all knackered when home, he replied with an emoji and then a couple of hours that text. what on earth? I may be massively overthinking (maybe I am a paranoid hormonal loon) but it's odd and now I'm not going to sleep. What do I do now? I replied "pardon?" but that's not been read.