I know I am making the right decision but I am not a very confident person so I always doubt myself.
Been married for over a decade but the last 3 years have been tough. He’s my friend and we have such a good laugh but that’s it. There’s no physical intimacy, no affection, it’s like we are housemates. I always feel worthless and ugly because he is not interested.
On top of that, he is messy and a hoarder. My house literally looks like a dump and I’m tired of it. I also have a disabled daughter who is mentally unwell. She lashed out at him, kicking him on his side. It wasn’t hard and it didn’t hurt him but he reacted by tapping her on her leg (she’s 21 years old). He also told her that was assault what she did and he will call the police. Bear in mind that her mental illness is severe anxiety and she’s scared of people in general as well as the police (linked to a traumatic experience that caused her to be sectioned). That broke something in me when he did that. She had a bad reaction to it and started with her panics again.
He just doesn’t care about anything. He will sleep in his clothes and wear them the next day for like a week. He doesn’t care about his health. He’s arrogant and think he knows better than anyone else. He never brushes his teeth or goes to the dentist and they are rotting.
Im just scared I guess and need encouragement and support in my decision