I have a very good looking neighbour. The first time I saw him I couldn’t take my eyes off him. I had a huge crush on him but saw him with someone so managed to get him out of my head. I then didn’t see him for a long time and he never crossed my mind until one day I was checking my make up with a mirror close to my window and he passed and he looked and he smiled at me and I smiled back.
From that evening I couldn’t I couldn’t get hi
out of my mind, I was hoping to see him each time I’m outside. Until again I saw him with a different girl so I thought its normal hes very good looking I need to let it go.
so I did until recently when I was at the shop and I was with a friend he stopped and looked at me, it was from a distance. I saw him multiple times after this and he was looking at me each time. I started to have the same yearning to see him again. I was very shy to make an eye contact with him.
the last time I saw him was a few weeks back I was walking opposite side of the road and he was getting into his car I took the courage to look at him for more than a second this time but at the same time some random guy tried to talk to me and ask for my number. My neighbour watched and then he got into his car and drove off.
I told myself that next time I see him I will smile and see how it goes and today was this day I saw him but with another girl going into his house. I dont know what I was thinking I think I may have been delusional. I really like him a lot of course I know nothing about him but I love what I see.
dont know the point of this post Im really struggling to get him off my mind each time I see him. How can I get over this and not feel such strong feelings for him each time I see him. Im really struggling to let go of the thought of him so I made this post for some advice. Thank if you read till the end. I also put my blinds down today and don’t want to look outside of the window incase I see him.