When I was really young I always thought I was straight I didnt really know any other, I had a few females older than myself that I was quite fond of but always thought of it as admiration of sorts. I got to around 18 and I started to think otherwise and for a while thought I was a lesbian, I was in a relationship with a girl and as feelings faded i found myself only really attracted to males and didnt really think too much of it but over the last few years Ive been questioning what I am as Ive beeb attracted to one or two females and thought of sex with another female a lot. But ive mostly been attracted to men. It seems only a very specific type of girl is what Im attracted to. It has been well over 10 years since Ive been involved with a female but also cant see myself building a life with a female, granted i havent met any lesbians/bi people to know if feelings in that way would develop to change that view but i think its unhelped by my family showing a dislike to gay people and others close to me not accepting of that kind of thing. Ive always imagined meeting a man settling down marrying and having children and i now have a child and cant imagine a life like that with a female. So im extremely confused over it all...Am I straight or bi but with a very specific type? Safe to say im confused. Advice welcome...