So it’s been 1 year on since my husband of (dating 12 years, married nearly 8, 2 kids, 2 dogs, mortgaged house) dropped the bombshell first in May, where I begged we try, to July where he actually left. Which turned out he was trying to persue someone else. That ended badly, and now they no longer speak. Have since heard he’s persuing the local loonie and she is pregnant with someone else’s baby (a junkie). But before all that, was scammed trying to get a prostitute. And where am I? I’ve tried my hardest to keep my shit the last year, I’ve never taken a day off work and trying to keep my house and kids above water. I do not speak to my ex at all because as he told our daughter I’m just a c**t. But here I am writing this with tears streaming down my face. I do not miss him 1 bit and through everything since he left me, I’m glad he did. But how do you get over this feeling of sadness, lowness, failure feeling. People say you will in time, but I can’t see it. I don’t know where I’m going to live and spend my life worrying about cars and money. Anytime I’m out, it’s only ever happy families you see. I never asked for any of this. I’m struggling more 1 year on than I did in the beginning.