My marriage has ended as I went to see jenny she called him a nassarstist I begged her not to but she didn't listen this is twice it's happened but I didn't know she would say it a second time around I once threw a mug and I slammed doors not all the time he wond me up so much I ended up raising my voice at him only a bit not shouting loudly I didn't mean to do those thingsI regret them I was struggling with extreme emotions as I'd lowered my antipsychotic I was told I could come off but he's been a hippercrit as he used to punch walls he punched a wall near my head please no judgement over what I did I was struggling has anyone else slammed doors or thrown something I didn't mean to he pushed me to it I'm very sorry I did those things it was away from dd I went to jenny s as she said she would listen he said he didn't love me after I told a friend Cody he was being abusive Cody told jenny jenny told him I'm devastated I wanted our marriage to work he blames me for it all since 2006 he just used to say you are talking about your feelings he I showed him a lovely pitchure of myself he said me me me like that I said I wanted to hold his hand but didn't he rolled his eyes he said the marriage was dead