Hi all, first post here bit all over the shop so sorry if this doesn’t make much sense. Just needed to write it down somewhere.
Had a massive row with OH last night, I’m 29 weeks pregnant and everything feels like it’s just bubbling over. He ended up chucking his phone across the room and it smashed. Proper lost it. Then stormed out and didn’t come back for a couple hours. I was just sat here crying tbh. Baby kicking loads which didn’t help the panic.
Bit of backstory, his dad was abusive when he was growing up, to him and his mum/siblings. He doesn’t talk about it much, just bits here and there, but I know it’s had a big effect on him. He bottles stuff up big time. When he finally came back in he just said “sorry” and went straight to bed. I’m left here wide awake, can’t sleep, just going round in circles in my head.
Not even sure what I’m asking really, just feel a bit lost. Baby’s due in 11 weeks and I’m scared this is what I’ve signed up for long term. He’s not usually like this but it’s not the first time he’s lashed out (never at me physically, but still).