Would rather of gone through the physical pain of 12 rounds with Mike Tyson, than go through what I’m currently going through. I feel so numb, worthless & empty! I honestly thought that she was the one I was going to spend my whole entire life with. We went through all of that to just become strangers again! I’m trying to forget & move on and focus on hobbies like the gym and football, but I find myself not watching my team, as it just reminds me of her as I know she is either at the stadium watching them, or at home watching. Heartbreak is the worst!