I think this is it.

[Zippidydoodah]

Been together 21 years, 4 kids. It’s so hard raising a family, and our kids have not been the easiest. He’s lost his rag too many times with one of them. I said to him, this is a tough time of life and we are in survival mode; he said he doesn’t want to survive, he wants to live. He’s gone out and said he might not come home.

I just don’t know if it’s the right thing or not. Help me please 😢

are you bothered if he doesn’t come home? When hes not there, do you prefer a calm house?

Good questions!

He’s convinced I’m happier without him. I think I do feel relieved when he’s not here, sometimes….it is calmer.

I do love him, though. I now understand what people say when they say that’s not enough. 😭