Let's try succinct ( ish) Locked down overseas. 'Met' my 'Forever Lady' online (she was selling a property so entirely by chance) 6000 online messages later, calls, flowers, clothes etc you know how it goes (over 12 months) Fly over 20,000kms meet the next day. Wonderful, in all respects. She has a daughter and a sizeable property. I'm AirB&B ( absolutely fine, to start with) However this goes on and on. I fly out and return a few weeks later. Comms are still great. I'm still in AirB&B though. I'm getting suspicious there's an untold story here. She tells me 'I'm so happy' and 'I would marry you' ( no pressure from me as I am financially sound too ) I get Covid so have to isolate away from her and her child. I wait a week for the all clear and on the first day of being clear she asks why I have not invited her to be with me on that day?!
Nearly there! At this point I'd had enough and told her I'm not sure she has any interest in my well being or a relationship. Silence! Blocked! Vanished into thin air! Two years later and after some heartache (lessened by some strenuous adventure sports/travelling) I have no closure, no finality, no box to put it all in and put on the top of the wardrobe. Terrible language when up in the mountains though. How do I put it to rest? What are some ways to close the door on what seems untidy, unfinished business? TIA