So over the past few years I've found the odd cocaine bag in my partners pocket... then I would find loads then it was nothing for few weeks then find it again.. each time I bought this up it was always he doesn't know what I'm talking about and he doesn't know where it has come from... each time I have chucked him out the house finances are a massive problem he works constantly and has nothing to show for it.. last night again I found another one... I've checked his pockets over the past week and nothing was in there he's now saying it must of been already in there he point blank denies taking cocaine and tells me to stop accusing him.. I'm so annoyed now I don't understand how he can lie when I have the evidence in front of me?? I'm struggling to depart from this relationship it isn't what I want for me or my children I'm mentally physically and emotionally drained I can't take nomore of this if I leave him he doesn't leave me alone he harrases me to the point I give in. I actually feel suicidal over it all now. Please any advise 😢