Was seeing someone for a year and they ended it in February. The relationship was confusing. My gut told me he was trying to hide that we were together and was interested in other people, but he always had an answer/excuse ready, so I ignored it. I have evidence that suggests he was cheating on me but he had an excuse ready. I don't/won't know for certain.
We mix in similar circles so I'm aware of what he is up to and it is so bloody hard. My only way to get round this is to hide, which I don't want to do. I don't feel over it two months on and I think people are expecting me to be. I feel sad and confused and I miss him. Even though I wish I didn't. I feel like I should be angry and I don't seem to be that angry.
Any advice?