I feel so low. Its a really long winded story. I separated from my longish (over 4 years) relationship several months back. It was a slow disconnect. He changed so much and pushed me away to a point I didn't recognise him. I worked hard on myself for weeks. I was struggling. But I even went on a couple of dates to acknowledge change. I was just starting to settle down. When one day he turned up at my door in tears. He told me what had been going on around him. He had been bullied into various things by a person who lived in the same block of flats. This man was making his life horrible. The police came over to my house. They took statements. He went to the station. Once they arrested the man they took him to a hotel further away so he was safe. They said they hadn't enough evidence etc and he was released. When the police were here they did say nobody is brave enough to do a statement but they were aware of all he does. But even with help. They couldn't do nothing.
Over the last 2 months. He's been in hotels. He's stayed here sometimes. Or his aunties. He's awaiting new accommodation within 56 days. Sadly he won't be housed where we live. He will be further away.
When the police came round they went through his phone and asked about various names. It was a list full of males and females I'd never heard of but many were known to the police for addictions etc. After they left. He told me to look through the phone so I knew he wasn't hiding anything. Over the next few weeks he often told me to look at numbers that were calling etc.
Things in general for him are peaceful now. He's eating well..he's spending time with loved ones again. He is desperate to be with me again and make it work.
2 days ago I woke up. I saw a missed call on his phone. So I looked to see if people were still trying to Contact him. I noted he had deleted all contacts out his phone. It's just family left. But there was a random woman's name in his phone that's new. I asked him who she was. He originally claimed she must have been an old number from the dodgy man's list. Then he said he didn't know her surname when I asked. He said she didn't know me. Then he got annoyed I had been on his phone and said he could talk to who he wanted. Then he said he wasn't interested in talking to nobody and told me to ring it and see for myself. I was left confused at his reaction.
When he left yesterday. He told me to not be thinking bad things. I've woken up this morning riddled with anxiety and had enough. He includes me in his family again. His daughter was sending me photos last night of her decorating he's helped her with.. but I still feel horrible inside.
I know it's a long read. I just don't know what to do. My head is battling itself.