Honey men like him will only ever make you feel 'not enough'.
The truth is, he's not good enough for you.
He's the sort of person who will never be happy with what he has. Because he doesn't love anyone. He's just not capable of it.
Get him dumped.
But please get off the dating app too. Other bad men can sense women who are hurting and will exploit you.
And he will also use this as a stick to beat you with. He will say 'well you cheated too'.
Please don't try to use other men to make you feel better. What you really need to do is to get rid of this vampire who is making you feel insecure and unloved because there's something fundamentally missing in HIM.
You are not the problem.
You feel awful because this horrible man is sucking all your lifeblood away and telling you you are wrong to say 'ouch'.
The dating site was stupid but don't waste your energy trying to excuse it to him. Take this opportunity to get rid of him. Let him think it's his idea.
It doesn't make anyone 'less of a woman' because a man cheats. Men cheat on everyone. Just look at the number of gorgeous celebs who had mediocre men cheat on them with mediocre women.
Life is short, don't waste it in a toxic relationship.
Love yourself.