Good evening everyone I’m in need of advice on what to do.. iv been with my partner 17 years we have 1 child aged 9.
we have been through so much as a couple.. IVF journeys, most recent (last 2 years ) We became homeless for many months. I became depressed fed up etc you can imagine. We ended up living at my grandads then onto my aunties.. We finally got into a new property 3 months ago. This should be our happy time now finally not living here & there. But I’m finding we constantly are arguing. I don’t enjoy his company, His a very hard work person, He moans about everything & anyone. Nothing makes him happy… His fallen out with everyone on his side of the family! Fallen out with my 2 sisters.. I don’t really have friends now living in a new area. I constantly feel low & Iv finally realised it’s him… But I can’t leave 1 I have nothing I’ll walk out the door & then what??? Car is in his name our house is in both our names. We have been through so much in life together why waste it is all I say to myself.. but I can’t handle the egg shells around him, What moods he going to be in.. talking to me like S@!T and I use to bite my tongue so much.. but I don’t no I stand up for my self & I think this is why it seems we’re arguing a lot more!! I just keep picturing myself in my own home with my daughter. We even arguing where a plant pots going!!! It’s got that bad!! Also what plays on me is he has a health condition I do his medication/ hospital appointments.. If I leave he will have no one but him self & our daughter!! We are together all day every day.. He may go gym 1 hour a day but that’s it!! But this isn’t anything new we have always been together!! I’m just finding it hard too like him as a person anymore. I look at him with hate not love. We meet each other when I was 17 I’m now 34 his 42. He is all Iv known.