Im currently with a new partner of 7 months and found out Im pregnant (10weeks). Im really not wanting this pregnancy and originally thought it just to be hormones. Just to give you some backstory, I got out of a ten year abusive relationship and after 4 months single met my partner. I think I juat clung to the first decent guy Id met because I did like him and he was kind to me unlike what I was used to, I also have five kids ranging from mid twenties with my youngest being 9 and the rest almost leaving the nest. He looked like he promised security and kindness etc and I put the lack of attraction to the side. I moved in after 3 months basically out of necessity it was all rushed. Ive slowly saw someone completely different to the person I envisioned still a good person but, very socially immatire, still financially depends on mommy, tight with money, expects me to be second mummy, does no cleaning, has stopped taking care of himself, hes really irritating me and I just know that I cant contemplate spending my whole life with this man. His mum lives in the same house and he consults with her about everything he even told her I was contemplating abortion. Leaving seems impossible, its like having a sister wife.He also wants children and realising that Im pregnant has made me realise I dont want kids and most def not with him. I feel like Ive got too far involved now. My mum and family like him because they have ideas of stability and security for me. I just have the major ick at the moment. Hes supporting me in terminating this pregnancy as he knows how I feel. My family think the pregnancy is amazing, weve decided its simpler to say Ive miscarried. Any helpful advice would be welcomed to put it all in perspective. My gut instinct this moved way too fast and I need to take a step back