My bf and I were hanging out and he wanted to show me a friend’s WhatsApp status. While we were on there I saw a girl’s name in his chats. The name was familiar and it was an ex he dated 7 years ago. He reacted heart eyes to a picture she had posted and told her he misses her. Then she replied similarly. He then deleted the message. But messaged her again saying he would like to see her again one day. I was so hurt. I asked him isn’t he happy with me and he went down on his knees begging me not to leave him and that he only felt nostalgic that’s why he said that to her. He said I’m the one he loves and he never wants to lose me. My bf never looks or comments on my pictures. But he sends heart eyes to her. I feel like I’m not good enough. He said he’s happy with me and doesn’t imagine his life without me. But I felt so disgusted. Told him many times how much I would love for him to make me feel more special. But for me to see that, I feel very let down and disappointed. We just got back together in December and this is already happening. He begged saying he wanted us to start afresh and stop arguing so much. But seeing those messages really make me question how he truly feels. I’m 23 and this is my first relationship. Hes my first everything too. He’s 28 and has been with a lot of people. He says he knows he has hurt me and if I need space, he will give it to me. I tried forgetting about it. We were even intimate. But the next day I woke feeling very disgusted and disappointed. Felt betrayed and not good enough. Any advice would be good right now cuz I’m really feeling hurt. Thank you so much.