Hi, please can I ask that you’re kind. I’ve beaten myself up so much and feel completely ashamed of myself. I’m also aware this should be on the sex chat but because I’m new I can’t post on it.
long story short, I split with my husband of 14 years 18 months ago. He was the only person I’d had sex with. I’ve dabbled in dating since, but nothing stuck. I had sex with one person late last year and we used a condom. I had been talking to someone for a little while and we me up a few days ago, we both had had too much to drink (both been out with friends first) and ended up back at his. We very foolishly didn’t put a condom on, we had possibly been having sex for 5/10 minutes when I came to this realisation and he put one on.
i think I had a STD check a few years ago when I had my coil fitted and obviously had HIV checks when I had my children. But I am terrified I could have given him something. What are the chances if I’ve only been with my ex husband unprotected and had those checks whilst I was with him? I’ve spoken to my GUM clinic and ordered tests. I know he could have given me. something and that terrifies me too but I’m not sure I could cope with the guilt if its me that passes it. I know i made a stupid mistake and truly feel disappointed and ashamed. Thank you in advance.