33 f .
I have the most disappointing and dysfunctional family . I love my parents but they are 78/77 and my brothers are horrible people . My mom doesn't speak to one and this breaks her heart and t he other has serious MH issues . I have no contact with either . I feel so sad that when they are no longer here I'm going to be all on my own in the world . I'm really scared about it . I have lovely friends and husband but there's no one I feel more safe around than my parents . Don't get me wrong they are massively complex characters but i know how to handle them and I do enjoy their company xxx is anyone on here alone and are you happy ? It's like I'm waiting for the impending doom. No chance of reconciliation with my brothers one SAd me and he's the definition of evil the other hasn't spoken to me since I had to have him sectioned due to hearing devils . It's such a mess . I would do anything for two loving brothers and to make my mom and dad happy but it's just not how it is xxx