I met a man recently when I was out. It was a really strange love at first sight thing which took me by surprise because I hadn't believed in it before, but there is a really intense feeling when we look at each other. I know it can't actually be love but still...
However, he doesn't speak much English. Usually at the moment I try to avoid getting heavily involved with people because I have just come out of a horrible break up, was ill last year and generally my life is a bit chaotic. The problem is that I can't find out what he expects out of this, if anything because of the language barrier. I am also worried that I'm getting deeper feelings for him and that I could end up getting hurt. I was seeing another guy before but stopped because I prefer this one...
I don't know whether I should be making more of an effort about the language thing, but I also know very little about his culture. He's also 5 years younger than me (I'm 27) and he may not stay in the UK anyway...
So should I try to cool it off or make more effort or what? The other thing is that my parents will hit the roof about it because they don't like me seeing anyone.
Sorry about how disjointed this is but I'm confused and you know how you see someone and you don't know where it's going if anywhere.