Hey everyone!
I have a question.
I am 35 years old and feel mature enough. I am also a mother of a sweet son. I would consider myself as a healthy and aware woman in many aspects. I have social life, good relationships and settled life style. I wanted to give information about myself as much as I can, because my question is something related to state of mind.
There is someone that I like but please take it not really desperate situation. It is just finding someone attractive. I mean, I thought it was! I only know him from the place I work. Not in the same workplace, just in the same building. But everytime I see him, even though I dont have that much sexual tension, I feel like something happening in my body. It is weird, because that had never happened to me before -I have a very crowded background, I am aware of the feelings when we fall in love or something- but this guy made feel OMG something happening inside my body!! It’s not just something I feel in my body; it’s as if no one else exists but him. This isn’t a feeling of attraction—it’s more like I already knew him somehow, as if we urgently need to come together and talk. It’s an indescribable, strange feeling, on a spiritual level, far beyond just a racing heartbeat.
At first I like it, but now I just want it stop. Is anyone there who had an experience something like this?