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What does control look like?

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GoingOffScript · 11/01/2025 20:09

Referring to Stuart Hogg and the abusive relationship with his wife. I work in a mostly female environment and we were talking about domestic abuse and this story. I divorced a man who (I’m told) was controlling and emotionally manipulative. I failed to recognise this. My understanding of abusive control is when your partner (male or female) restricts your freedom, tells you what to wear, calls you endlessly on a night out “checking” on you. Today, this was the consensus.

My ex was a loving and generous man. Never restricted me in terms of how I looked what I wore etc. he liked to be seen with me, as an attractive partner. What he did was threaten to divorce me because I was on Facebook making “friends”; he’d ignore me for days on end if we had a disagreement, even a small one. He’d move into the spare room/talk to everyone and his friend but not me. I’d try, by any means, to calm the situation and “retrieve” the doomed marriage. And I did, each year (sometimes more) I’d manage to smooth things over and we’d move forward. Until the next time. If (rarely) I answered back, he called me unreasonable and a bully and… tell me to go away, think about what I’d done, and he’d think seriously about whether he’d divorce me. Or not. He knew every painful thing I’d experienced in my life and then used them to threaten me with my worst nightmare, abandonment .

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ChessorBuckaroo · 03/04/2025 05:33

CosmicScouser · 02/04/2025 23:21

You describe your ex here as a loving man. In what way is any of that behaviour 'loving'?

Very glad he is your ex.

Puzzled by this myself.

Silent treatment is utterly spiteful. And for days on end. That's psycho behaviour.

Think you are being very generous towards him OP.

GoingOffScript · 03/04/2025 19:47

I think I always felt that he couldn’t control his emotions. He had the range of a child, in that sense. He needed praise and to be the best at everything; from dominoes and cards to a very senior level career. He couldn’t take criticism; some people just can’t. It must have been his upbringing. Likewise, he couldn’t admit any fault which meant I needed to apologise for everything, to calm and soothe. I think he needed counselling; we needed counselling. But he couldn’t get beyond anger unless I took over and did it for him.

I’m starting to feel better. It’s taken a long time but there are days when I wish I could have done more. Sadly, I didn’t have any more.

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GoingOffScript · 03/04/2025 23:09

And another thing which confused me was his attitude towards me when I confronted him. He could threaten divorce and reduce me to actual begging for forgiveness but, if I spoke up or attempted to call him out he’d say I was a bully and if I continued with my micro aggressions, he could see no future for us. His silence and unkind behaviour was ok; my reaction to it was bullying. I think he actually believed it.

I am starting to look after myself. It’s time, for sure.

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GoingOffScript · 06/04/2025 19:26

Ok. So, this weekend, at a work thing (which I didn’t really want to attend) I think a colleague set me up with a quite nice guy. He’s a widower. I’ve been invited to a mean at theirs with him. Do I go? I feel they’re being kind but honestly, I can’t imagine being set up on a date. Or, is it just a social thing? I’ve totally lost the plot. Can’t imagine ever (ever) trusting anyone again.

I may be overthinking it! Or, even though I’m nearly three years on, I’m not able to even contemplate an “introduction”.

What a mess.

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GoingOffScript · 06/04/2025 19:28

Sorry, meant to read “invited to a meal” 🤦‍♀️

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NimbleTiger · 06/04/2025 19:41

Yes accept the invitation it will give you a step back into 'normal' interactions. Don't look at it as a date just dinner with friends. I've been where you are and it's difficult to imagine engaging with 'dating' but small steps take you a long way towards being comfortable in social settings with the opposite sex. Hugs

GoingOffScript · 06/04/2025 20:25

@NimbleTiger Yes. That’s what I ought to do. It’s no big deal. Nice food. Nice company. I just wonder if I’m fit for it!!

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NimbleTiger · 06/04/2025 20:31

Only one way to find out ...... it's all a learning curve ...it's scary and anxiety kicks in it could be a disaster but doing it will teach you something and guide you into your next steps. On the other hand it might be great fun you enjoy yourself no pressure and go home proud you've made the move. Hugs

GoingOffScript · 10/04/2025 22:59

Had a lovely time. It does help that I drove myself there and back and that there were a few others there as well. There was no sign of attraction on his part (nor for me) so, I didn’t need to worry about that!

I am nowhere near able to think about the possibility of “anything” really. I have men in my life through friends but I don’t believe I can ever be a partner to anyone again. Feel a bit sad really because if my marriage was MY idea of love, I really am not fit to be let out in future.

I came home to my gorgeous golden retriever and felt relieved to be safely home.

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NimbleTiger · 13/04/2025 19:46

I'm so glad you went. Not all invitations are set ups for dating....just interactions socially for both sexes. Well done a step into the great beyond of single life x

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