Advice on here is usually get your ducks in a row when thinking of leaving your husband etc etc
Well that’s the current boat I am in.
Years of emotional abuse. I live with a Jekyll and Hyde: one minute he’s utterly beautiful and kind, the next a monster to me. It’s horrendous.
He never ever takes any responsibility for his behaviour or actions. He’s never done anything wrong according to him. It’s how it is. How it’s always been.
We’re married . Two children. I haven’t worked for around three years due to both mental and physical health problems and issues.
He earns well. Has a job he loves.
He works away. A lot. We are talking most of the year. I hate his job. I hate his attitude about it because it comes first and I hate that he’s missed so much out on our children and them
growing up.
He has been back over a week and things have been very very tense and up and down so much. He’s due to leave again this week .
I think we need to separate but lack so
much in self confidence and respect for
myself that I put up with his shit too much and all the time.
He barely wants sex. He says he still
finds me attractive and beautiful but I doubt that.
It just seems so so off.
Please wise mumsnetters , give me a kick up the arse and help me get figured out what to do.
A dog leads a better life than I do yet he leads a lords life . It Isn’t right.
There are loads more things I could say on here but it’s too outing.
Please help.