I've been with my husband for 15 years soon, married for 8. We both had previous marriages and families but knew of each other some 25 years before it, through mutual friends.
I had to search through piles of old photos for my son recently and found a particular one, in many, of my husband from his previous married life. It was just him randomly standing in the kitchen. He was much younger and I found the photo really attractive. I put it away but somewhere I could easily access it to look at it.
I know its him, and I married him and love him deeply. This photo made me feel like I was being unfaithful to him, yet thrilled it is the same person. I've never felt like this before. We are both much older now and still very much in love. Am I just being a silly billy and just ogling and fantasising lost youth?