I know it shouldn’t matter anymore but I’m trying to process all of my feelings in order to fully move on.
I have been battling with severe mental health issues. During our relationship he would bitch about me with a female friend who was apparently engaged. I didn’t know more than her first name and a photo of her. It was apparently controlling to object to that.
she created a new account where she went over what’s “wrong” with me, it mentioned things like I shouldn’t be allowed to have children, can’t look after myself and can’t contribute to society and then after it all she told me to kill myself at the end and signed it off with her name.
I wasn’t aware until then what he had been saying about me to her and it is the reason I stopped trying to have any kind of relationship with him, and I spoke to him trying to get information out of him about who the person was at the time.
I was too afraid to report it to the police and didn’t feel I had enough information to do so anyway.
He apparently spoke to the friend who said it was her own friend who had sent the messages. I went back to find the message so I could show it had been signed off with her name but it had been deleted. I’m sure it was her because she had an agenda as she loved him.
The problem I have is that after all this time he is pretending he was unaware about the messages that we fell out over. He said that when he found out he was very angry. And that enrages me because he didn’t seem to care at all at the time and I’m sure I made him very aware.