My partner works I have out for children. I get up get them to school, deal with my horse, walk the dogs and continuously do the house work and adult stuff. He goes to work and doesn’t have to worry about a thing other than physical demands.
when he comes home we put the kids to bed and eat and that’s it, he falls asleep! Like there’s no time taking it’s instant.
Sometimes he willl go downstairs and not return I find him on the floor with the dogs.
he will say “let’s watch a film” but as soon as we start he’s asleep.
talking to him about my feelings are hard because he falls asleep when I’m talking and says he can’t help it.
he does drink a lot..
i have auto immune diseases that cause extreme tiredness and I’m still up and awake.
I don’t have any adult company and so when he comes home he is my adult company and I look forward to seeing him.
i feel like every time I talk about my feelings he doesn’t take them seriously because he falls asleep or it feels like it doesn’t get anywhere. Then I feel in limbo and frustrated and have to wait till the next day to talk about it all over and.
IM GOING IN CIRCLES!
I just feel lonely and like there’s no effort.
imagaine being on your own all day and then in the evening as well.
the worst feeling is being trapped with my feelings and like I can’t resolve them with him.
im angry all the time because I feel unheard and frustrated.
ot maybe I’m the problem maybe this is normal and I’m being selfish!
Feeling at a loss ..