My boyfriend(30 M) and I(30F) have been together for 4 years. We had been planning to get married and next year and have a child together, we have a son(11) already but he is the biological father. He has been battling depression and social anxiety since before I met him, but we always talk about these things together he sees a therapist and takes antidepressants. A week ago on a regular day we picked up our son he dropped me off at home( we live separately) and said he would come back after he showered( he stays in the apartment directly behind mine). So couple hours later he starts texting about how he’s been feeling lately. He says he is not doing well mentally he feeling anxious about not meeting his financial goals for our future saying he is afraid of wasting my time. We kept talking I was encouraging him saying we will meet the goals together and how I love him enough to wait there was no rush or deadline. My motto is enjoy the little things in life he says that feels like surviving and not like the growth he wants. We end the conversation on a good note says he’s tired so I say goodnight fall asleep. I wake up an hour later he texted me he needs a break he is depressed he needs to get hisself together. I will admit I lost my and called him crying and saying why does he need to leave me to get better what about our son? I was very emotional about the whole think he hung up on me. I cried myself to sleep and said I should just let him sleep on it. The next day I called and texted and Facebook messaged for seven days he ignored me. I even sat outside his apartment he refused to open the door and talk to me. So I decided on the 5th day I was just going to wait and give him space. On the 8 th day he was ready to talk he said he didn’t mean to hurt me he just needed to deal with his depression on his own we talked for hours and I thought we were going to work it out. He left to go shower he had just got off work and texted an hour later that he can’t be in this relationship anymore and he couldn’t look me in the face and say that he doesn’t deserve my devotion. Again I admit I lost my again ( I have IED and bi-polar depression) I broke things I cried and then I walked to his apartment and knocked so loud and screaming until he opened the door and we talked he said he feels like he might self destruct and he doesn’t want me to witness it and said I don’t care I just want to love you he said that my love and devotion feels heavy we sat on the floor and cried and talk and I told him I would give him space but to please just answer my calls and texts when I check on him at least. That was 2 days ago he texted the first day a little like we normally do but then yesterday he blocked me on Facebook and hasn’t responded to any of texts from yesterday or today. Should I just give up at this point? Should I keep fighting? I love this man and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. But I don’t even know what to do anymore. Should I just wait it out and stop calling for awhile? Sorry it’s so long.