I need a hand hold and plenty of strength vibes right now.
My now exP has been going through one of his crazy making cycles since last week. Days of insults, shouting, I
Love you - I hate you, manipulating, lying and twisting my head until I don't know up from down.
I took him back months ago after having to get him to leave because of this behaviour and more. Stupid me took him back.
He is staying on sofa until he finds somewhere. The atmosphere is just dire. I can't sleep, can't eat, can't work. Life is just shite.
I can feel the shift of behaviour coming. The text of apology last night, the finding reasons to talk to me etc etc. This is the beginning of the sucking me back in campaign and stupid here is a daft enough to fall for it. Back to the cycle of a few good months when it is the best relationship ever, to one day waking up to a bomb going off over some perceived issue with me, my behaviour, something I said, something I apparently did, something I I apparently didn't do. Then it all starts again for months until we are right back to where we are today again.
I need advice. Anyone who has been here, how did you break this cycle? Or I just need people to tell me to keep walking and not be a fool again.