i have posted previously about my partner re cocaine use. I’m ashamed to say I took him Back into the family (joint owned) home. I did weekly drug tests for a while and he has done really well in staying off it. However… he has became increasingly more agitated and verbally abusive. Telling me to F off, calling me names during conversations and just not being the stable family man we need. I don’t know why I’m posting I just need some advice. My mum isn’t very supportive she dosent do emotional chats so I fell very much alone in my thoughts. A big part of me wants to leave with the kids. I have a 12 y/o, 19 month old and 8 month old. Life has been so incredibly difficult lately but I love my kids more than anything and I know I should leave. He loves them too he, dotes on them but when he gets angry he is scary and so unpredictable. I’m a mess and I know what I need to do. I just can’t seem to take that step. Help x