I cannot trust people due to previous relationships and friendships and it’s impacting on my relationships with colleagues and other friends. My colleagues are nice and friendly. Some I would happily hang out with and some I wouldn’t. I don’t know if I give off cold bitch vibes but I can’t seem to warm to them. I’m not looking to make friends with them but some I can tell are awkward or stand offish around me and I don’t want that to affect my relationship with them . I’ve always been a bit different and don’t really get involved in cliques. I am a bit eccentric. I stay away from gossipy behaviour due to other jobs and colleagues that got involved in all this as I can’t stand it. I have heard them gossiping and I think I just put my guard up once I hear that.