I’ve turned 42 and suddenly feel so low!!
I am bout sure about my relationship with my husband and haven’t been for years but feel guilty.
there have been a lot of issues over the years too much to discuss here. But no DV or serious issues that warrant leaving immediately. I don’t fancy him anymore. But then who does in longterm relationship?
anyway I’m suddenly looking older I can see fine lines under my eyes this is also making me feel low.
to add I also hate my job I’m a nurse and I’m at age now where I hate listening and dealing with other peoples problems I have tried applying for jobs outside of nursing but have done it so long it’s difficult unless I go back down to an entry level job which I couldn’t afford to do.
I feel exhausted every day and having difficulty remembering things, I dont nnow whether I would cope learning something new I already find my job exhausting!
I also have some new health issues to boot
today I went out for walk and just wanted to keep walking.
anyway not sure what advice I want tbh
Anyone else been through a midlife crisis and tips or advice!