I am finally cutting all ties to the person I was emotionally dependent on , and it was damaging my mental health , it was like without his attention I felt worthless but pain is the greatest teacher I'm glad he has given me cold shoulder and in a way disrespected me when I brought up I was attached to him and his cold behavior is damaging me . It was a time when I felt the best due to his love and attention towards me until he stopped and I begged and begged and realised people change and thats a lesson for me to learn to detach and try to be happy on my own . I know inwill learn by time that was the last heartbreak , last pain caused by expectations.