Have been with my partner for 2 years, we see each other a lot, have been saving to get a place together. He works all week and I have my kids in the week so we spend weekends and some weekdays together. He had been acting very weird with his phone, snappy with me and rarely any sex for months but he kept saying he felt depressed etc. well I looked at his phone, he was seeing another woman for 4 months.
I read everything, seen everything. He kept lying saying they hadn’t met, slept together etc so I asked her and it was worse than I imagined. Once a week on a Thursday she would pick him up around the corner of his house, they made sex videos together and he even met her dad once. I feel so betrayed, I trusted him after a bad 7 year relationship and I feel like a fool. He slept with me quite a few times in those months (not like before though) so now I’ve got to have STDs tests (never even done one before)
he keeps crying, saying he’s made a huge mistake and he loves me and only wants me but I honestly can’t stand him anymore. How could he do it for months and still make plans, save money and book a holiday for us? I’m so confused and so angry. I have never slept around and I feel so disgusting. She told me that she has been sleeping with him and her kids dad and her ex and he’s probably been sleeping with other girls too.
I also remember him telling me things the past 4 months of a friend I never knew and it was all things she was saying/doing. He keeps texting, calling me etc but he’s completely ruined us. All little things we had together etc, the sex all of it means nothing now. I just needed a rant!