I confronted my bf about accidentally knocking his phone and seeing he had messages from 4 different women. He was really calm about it and hugged me straight away saying they are just friends from his previous job which he left to start a new one last week. I could only see one which said they were watching a series with a kiss on the end. The 2 others had snapchat him. 2 of them are mother and daughter as I look on FB.
He kept saying he loves me and that I'm everything he needs and we will be together til the end. I said it just felt really awful for me because it brought back memories from the past (cheated on by ex's). We've been together 2 years and he hasn't wanted to move in yet either although he's starting to think about buying furniture for the house. I'm still feeling low about it
He is acting like everything ok but understands I'm paranoid because of my past. He still says no matter what I'm the only one.
I don't know what time think. I was paranoid going out with yesterday. Felt not good enough.