I’m just at my wits end. Since having our child it’s been the best thing in the world, but it’s put a massive strain on our relationship and more so since I’ve gone back to work. I seem to be the one juggling it all, whilst my partner (to be fair he works hard) but that’s all he has to worry about is work. I’ve even juggled my work life to accommodate drop offs and pick ups. Anyway, there are loads of things that I’m just so fed up with.
we’ve had an argument today (never really arguments as little one is around) so when he’s out of ear shot we have words. Once again he’s told me he hates me, doesn’t want to be with me. This all stems from me, moaning this weekend as I feel like I’ve just cooked, cleaned etc.
I often feel I’d be better off on my own, but my biggest fear is finances. My credit rating isn’t great and so I don’t know what I’d do about buying another house if we sold this one! I work full time and so I don’t know what I’d be entitled to.
I feel sick as to how this will impact my 3 year old and what his life would be like with 2 single parents. I couldn’t handle him being away from me for weekends either.
I am just at my wits end!