3 years ago I started dating a woman and she had form as a womaniser (did the cliche thing of thinking I could change her)
Anyway she wasn't very nice to me and treated me bad ,messed me around,she honestly broke my heart,slept with random women etc and basically laughed about it to me.
Picked me up,threw me away (our mutual friend (not mine anymore ) fell out with me and that was it for our relationship.
We continued to speak for a year after and we still flirted and chatted on the phone most weeks .
Then she got a girlfriend and said she didn't want to ever speak to me again (blocked me and everything) (my mum had died 4 days before and I was a mess)
Obviously I was heartbroken ,I had came to terms with no relationship but not even worthy of friendship,especially after loosing mum.
Next week we are both at the same event and this is the first time since she blocked me a year ago I've seen her.
How do I go ? After making a fool of myself?
When she told me he didn't want to speak to me again I sent a long rambling message about how he hurt me etc
She didn't reply and that was the last I heard from her.
I'm going to the wedding with girlfriend (who I live with and been with nearly 2 years)
I'm happy now but I'm mortified how I behaved sending the long text and asking for explanations
How do I go after this ?
She used to always say I was acting "crazy" if I asked her a simple question
If I asked where I stood etc