Well my marriage looks like its really over I'm still in shock I knew things weren't right but I never expected him to file for divorce!! Do I continue to live with him or do you think we should sell? where would I live? I can't do computers he would have to help me get a council place.im angry I feel he didn't try hard enough to save the marriage he spent most times on his room I was the one making all the effort and it still wasn't good enough I feel worthless fat and unattractive.
I tried begging him he wouldn't change his mind last time I tried, ppl keep suggesting relate it's past that isn't it, he said he didn't love me?! Please help empathize I'm at a loss emotionally and every other way. Ps he said he's divorcing me as I raised my voice out of distress and slammed the door acouple of times I didn't mean to he got me so wound up I tried harder not to and I had to brake into my house cause I got locked out I couldn't afford a lock Smith he got said divorce as I broke a window trying to get back into my house I wouldn't normally do this I panicked! I apologized and paying it back I he sawed through the door too where he got locked out and he punched a door through and called me and worthless cxnt