Yeah, crap title I know but it's short and snappy.
I've got this nagging insecure feeling about my boyfriend's ex. It's kind of hard to put into words exactly why I feel this way but I'll try.
Key things I think are that she's a lot younger than me (she's early 20s, me mid 30s). I've had a baby and my body is not in tip top condition to say the least. I've also seen a couple of pictures - he's shown me - and oh blimey do I feel inadequate
Other thing is she split up with him and from what he's told me (quite a lot) it was very painful, she cheated, he was devastated (this happened about 9 months ago).
I should add he treats me really well, kind, funny, thoughtful etc so why is this bothering me? I'm uncomfortable bringing it up with him - how I feel - cos I think it makes me look pathetic and jealous.
Looking at this I've written more about how I thinka nd feel than he does so wondering if it is just my problem.
I know it's trivial, but anything thoughts, advice etc welcome really.