Im struggling.
Both married to others.
known each other all our lives, lived in the country over road from each other growing up. I loved him in my teenage years,
he me at another point. Together 3 times, first when single at 18. Harmless kiss. Cheated on our partners with each other when we were 20/21 . moved onto to different partners and then 1.5 years ago he pressed me on a night out and we kissed again. He spoke of our connection, always been there… nothing since and i just cant shake it. Ive unfriended on FB .
How do you move on, no contact but just cannot be together ever…
never sexual, he told friends in front of me years ago that he used to love me. This was when he was married. Drove passed the church when i was in my wedding dress about to go in. So many things over the years but all unspoken.
i dont want to feel like this. How can i feel like this when ive never even had a relationship with him?