Yesterday, yet another day where a nice few drinks out turns into ‘D’H buying a bottle of vodka on the way home and sitting up drinking until 5am.
When we got home I asked him to get the dog some food because I was ironing clothes for work, he dropped it all over the floor, which was just an accident but instead of cleaning it up properly just swept it all up against the wall and left it there. It’s utterly pathetic, if I don’t clean up he’d just leave actual rubbish everywhere, he’s gross.
He wonders why I don’t want to have sex with him, but his behaviour is so unattractive, even his mates yesterday were laughing at him being so useless when we were chatting in general and he was saying about stuff he never does (just normal stuff like putting bins out/food shopping, he’s never once done that in five years).
I need to leave, no kids, I just wish the house were in a better state because it would sell for more/quicker but it’s exhausting trying to fix it up by myself when he shows no interest and doesn’t get involved.
Don’t know what I expect from this post, just need somewhere to write it down I guess.
I’ve got a good job, I’d get 50% equity from the house, probably more if I pushed because the house we sold to buy where we live now was mine before we got married, I just need to do it.