Long story short. Had a difficult few years, entering menopause and the joys that brings. Following pandemic I found my close knit BFFs moved on and I have no close friends. Had to leave work due to injury and move home.
My self esteem taken a big hit and I feel anxious and down. When I ask husband for support he becomes defensive, moody and silent and insists he isn't. I feel so drained getting across to him my feelings and trying to garner support. He just doesn't get it. I feel really stuck, lacking motivation and not sure how to get back to where I was without family, friends cheering me on from the side line.
Feeling alone. Anyone been through similar.
Some days I resent my husband as I would move heaven and earth to help him if the other way round. My health not been great and I feel he resents me for it. I really want to get my motivation in life back & finding hard doing it on my own.
Any experience similar & how did you get through.
Thanks