I feel a bit shocked about this, maybe I'm a prude but bf and I were in the living room, my phone was charging in the bedroom and I was using his phone to Google presents to buy my friend for her bday. I went onto the Google browser and the search history came up - 'woman anal sex', 'milf big tits', 'Nina Hartley' (porn star).
We don't have anal sex and he has never expressed a desire to. When we do have sex he always talks about my 'big tits' but I'm actually a B cup and now I think when we do have sex he is just imagining the porn he has watched rather than being present with me. Obvs I asked him about all of this and he says he doesn't want to do anal and he was just 'intrigued' about how it works (?) and that he does think my boobs are big. I think he is bullshitting.
What's really weird is that he also googled 'help I'm fucking my brother in law' - he said this was a 'dear Deirdre' thing and he couldn't be believe it was true so he googled it. AIBU to think he's lying? I feel like I don't really want to have sex with him again now.