Feeling lost and depressed

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Hi,

Ended a relationship with horrible man toxic manipulative and emotionally abusive issue is I let him beg and beg to give him another chance for it all to turn rubbish again. This time I walked away. I hate him.

I'm struggling I feel very lonely I feel like I will never be happy. I go to work make sure my kids are fed and safe but I just want to hide in bed.

I feel so empty inside

I’m probably not the best person to give advice, but I saw your post and just thought I’d say that you need to make sure you’re kind to yourself. Mentally, you’ve been through a lot and it must have been so exhausting. I’m sure it will take a little bit of time to recover. Wishing you all the best x

These are the emotions you are going to go through, even though, as you say, you hate him, it's still a grieving process. You sound like your on auto pilot, which helps you to keep busy, but you also have to let the emotions come and give yourself time to process and remember to be kind to yourself, treat yourself, you deserve it with what you have been through. Take care of you and the old cliche time is a great healer, I'm 3 months separated and it's as raw as ever. Every day is an emotional rollercoaster, but there is days when I feel happier. You'll get there. 🙂