So I'm currently going through a divorce, not exactly messy but it's been a bit rough right. I've been seeing a guy casually to ahem relieve my stress. It's not serious but I do like him, we get on well. I guess it's what the youngins would call a situationship 😂 I've known him 11 years, we had a fling back then (no sex tho) and kept in touch over the years...
Anyways, last week I had an hour break from work (I'm a community carer so house to house) and the area I was in was too far from my house to go home (I don't drive) and it was 7pm so I ended up in a pub with a diet coke to pass the time. Silly me knocked my drink over and a very very cute guy gave me some napkins and then a little later his mate came over to say cute guy fancied me but didn't wanna disturb me cause I had my headphones in. A real meet cute thing basically. Considering I was on hour 12 of a 15 hour shift, messy hair, in my uniform and make up rubbed off I was absolutely blown away he fancied me 😂
We started talking, swapped numbers and he is honestly so lovely and compliments me and asks how I am and seems genuinely interested in me.
Now I'm not saying I don't have this with my situationship, but no where near this level. Thing is I'm really enjoying the casual no string attached sex (and oh my lord is it mindblowing) and I get on amazingly well with him, a lot of dark humour and banter but I know we have no future and this other guy seems genuinely sweet and is more on my level in regards to long term relationships. Plus he likes kids (I have 2) whereas other guy does not like nor want kids.
Sooo yeah, this is my life rn. I haven't met up with pub guy but we're arranging a date. I've never been seeing 2 guys at once and I don't particularly want to either so I know I'll be cutting situationship off, but ngl my high sex drive is crying at the thought lmao. But there's more to life than mind blowing sex right?? 😂😂