The title says how it is.
I don't care anymore, even if he cheats on me.
sounds shallow doesn't it? We've got two young child I've been a sahm since they was born. My family even say I have 3 children including my husband.
if my husband didn't have a brain attached every morning I would need to apply it but even if I did apply it, it would be wrong.
my husband criticises me a lot, my looks, my hair, my clothes and now my personality. I know it's my fault as it's been going on for so long but I can't leave.
I can't leave because everything is in his name, not one bill is in my name and I wish I could tell my 21 year old self that it's stupid and that's it's stupid to give up my career ( I did have a good career as a dental nurse)
my husband doesn't like anything about me anymore (his words) so where do I go from here? I can't kick out my husband anymore because I can't give him exact instructions what to do as he's so inadequate.
so it leaves me to today. A hot sunny day in England for a change I decided to walk the dog in my best dog walking clothes. A hoodie, shorts and no make up with my battered trainers as im about to leave he questions me why I look like such a mess. I explained I'm only walking our dog and he gave me a huge lecture about how woman should always look nice for her man! lol. The same man who wears the same underwear 4 nights in a trot.
I peacefully took our dog on the lead and told him 'I wish you would cheat on me to leave me alone as I do not care anymore' it's been 5 hours since my last comment and no communication since.
i don't even think I need advice I just need a rant about my husband with half a brain cell. I'm just done, tomorrow I'm speaking to my family member who's a lawyer. Is rather have nothing than a man who puts me down everyday.