I’m sitting here fucking contemplating life right now .
so husband has been talking for ages and ages about how he’d want to watch me have sex with someone . It took me AGES to come round to the idea and i half did and he went online searching and made up a few profiles for me looking for men etc. he knew I wasn’t keen on the idea but I agreed cos he was into it , we even watch that type of porn 🤷🏻♀️ like everything was to do with that pretending I was having sex with someone else etc. Like he would send me paragraphs on what he wanted me to do to someone. we had a bit of a bicker tonight about it and I said I really don’t want to sleep with anyone. Apperently it’s all been a test (it hasn’t) and he done it and suggested it to see if I would actually do it and cos I said I would in the end that means I’m a cheat .. what the actual hell ? It’s cos I said I didn’t want to do it isn’t it , his ego is crushed so now he’s turning it into me saying I’m a slag etc.
Apperently hes gonna tell everyone how much of a slag I am but it was his idea he was the one who made up the profiles and who was writing in paragraphs what he wanted me to do 😭 why is he doing this , i didn’t want to fucking do it and now he’s making o out I’m a cheat and I feel disgusting 😭😭😭😭