Im starting to feel a bit lost and need some advice. We have been married 7 years with two young children. I don’t know if I’m truly loosing interest in my husband or I’m just exhausted (I work full time, as does my husband, and we have very little help with childcare, rarely get time to ours elves, kids wake up early etc).
I feel like it’s got to the point I can barely be bothered to have a conversation with my husband. He doesn’t go out much, whereas I am very sociable and see my friends a lot - he only goes out if I plan something with one of my friends and their husbands. I feel like he talks about money a lot when we go out which I find quite embarrassing - he has nothing current or interesting to talk about where he doesn’t do much. He leaves his stuff out on the floor - I constantly pick up after him. I have to do alll the extra things like clean the car / ask him to do it a bunch of times before he does it. I go to the gym in the evening but I come home and often he’s asleep on the sofa snoring which I just find off putting and boring. He doesn’t get on with his parents well - they often text me as he hasn’t answered the phone to them or text back. He’s generally a good dad but I’m noticing he doesn’t do as much with the kids as my friends husbands do - he doesn’t take them to the park or swimming etc unless I arrange it and basically organise us all.
I just feel very I attracted to him and at points a bit embarrassed about his political opinions and his lack of energy.
Sorry I am ranting but I really don’t know where to turn or if this is just something I expect to feel in the mundane of married life with young kids.