Hi, first time posting so pretty nervous. Just need some opinions about my situation please. Sorry it's a long one.
I've been with my husband 15 years, 2 kids. When we first met he had some jealousy/trust issues. We temporarily split after a heated argument and he tried to change, read lots of self help books etc and we moved on.
Fast forward to now the kids are a bit older and I'm gaining back a bit of freedom to see friends, exercise etc, and all his old jealousy has come back. He told me he resents me and has never trusted me. I have never given him a reason not to. He makes comments about how often I go out. He hates me having male (gay) friends. He rarely goes out, is very introvert and has few friends/hobbies.
He has a very high sex drive and I've felt very pressured into having sex at least twice a week, otherwise he gets moody and stops helping around the house. I had a difficult birth and really struggled with pain during intercourse for years after, but he didn't drop his expectations and I ended up drinking every time to get through it. He's coerced me into having sex in exchange for letting me go out, or buy things for the house (he earns 5x more than me, we don't share a bank account).
We have quite different parenting styles, but overall he is a good hands on dad. Does half the cooking and some school runs but will never clean or tidy. I've tried for years to get him to help more, he says he doesn't have time. We tried counselling but he thought she was biased towards me, so quit after a few weeks and started individual counselling.
I feel like all these issues have built up and now I just don't feel the same anymore. I'm happy when he's not home. I don't know how long to give it to see if we get a connection back. When do I give up? When do you know you've had enough? Thanks for any responses ❤️
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SereneCat · 27/03/2024 10:05
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