I'm going through a breakup. I initially called it off in December but I wavered and stupidly decided to give it another shot. Some things got better. Others stayed the same. I finally ended it 5 days ago. I am 100% certain this time.
We're currently living in the same house. Thankfully it's big enough for us to have our own space. Things are too raw to discuss finances and longterm living arrangements. I've lost any anger or hatred towards him and just feel sad really. He seems to have accepted it. Having been emotionally shut down for years, he's only just started opening up to me. He's devastated at the thought I'll be with someone else one day. I can't feel sorry for him as he had me, yet he took me for granted and regularly treated me poorly. I deserve better.
Sorry OP. I didn't mean to derail your thread! It does help to talk to others also going through the shit time. How are you feeling?